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She's goneShe couldn't keep her head up
She couldn't keep the gun down
She couldn't keep her hopes high
Now she never makes a single sound

She couldn't help but feel weak
She couldn't hold on for a day longer
No one to wipe the tears from her face
No one to make her feel stronger

Now she's gone

Like a ghost train bound for nowhere

Gone

Like a whisper of smoke rising towards the sky

Gone like a shadow passing through an empty hallway

And nothings going to bring her back

She couldn't keep a smile on her face
She couldn't dry her tears
She couldn't go on with life knowing
She's never felt love in years

She couldn't help but feel helpless

She mattersShe unloaded her pistol and untied her noose

She dropped her razor blades, threw them away too

She wiped up the blood that she had on her skin

She lifted her head up, ready to start again

She descended her heart to me like an angel from above

After holding on to life, she finally found love

Something changed inside her and she decided to live

She had heart a full of joy and a lot of love to give

She wiped away her tears and held a smile on her face

Now she's happy here with me and we found a better place

She thought no one would miss her, they'd just leave her be

Now she knows that she matters, because she matters to me

Unconditional loveWill you love me when I no longer have arms to cradle you in?

Or when I no longer have lips to kiss you?

When my heart stops beating and my lungs begin to empty

Will you shed a tear for me?

Will you love me when I no longer have eyes to see you with?

Or when I no longer have ears to hear you cry?

When my mouth refuses to utter as single word, and I can't say I love you

Will you still know that I do?

Will you love me on the rainy day when I rest in peace?

Or in the proceeding future where I am no longer there?

Will you move on and find someone else to love?

Will you know that I am content with that?

My Deaf GirlfriendSome people have two perfectly good ears,
But still cannot hear people cry
Your inability to hear is not a handicap
It simply increases your ability to feel
You can see how beautiful you are
But you cannot hear me tell you
Your speech is sometimes slurred
But I can always understand what you say
I can only listen to the words that you say
You have them running through your mind
I can only hear the sound of your heart
You can feel it from inside
I wish you could hear the things I've been telling you
Even though you already know how I feel
I know you can't hear me tell you this
But I'm sure you know what I mean

Teddy Teddy
Life would mean little without a mouth to express yourself. Or a mobile body to take you places. To be inanimate, to lack of motion, to be essentially a mind trapped in a holding cell that is the self. Like a tree, one that never bows to the wind around it. The leaves, the wind and rain, all of it surpassing you. What would be the purpose of thoughts, feelings or emotions? Why exist if there's nothing to live or die for? This soul of mine ponders that. Would you ever find joy as a figure that sits motionless forever? I know I did. My joy, and happiness came in the form of some outside force, that manipulated the way I feel. Unli

If you came down from heavenIf you came from heaven to visit me in hell
Would i know who you are, how could I tell
Would you stay here and burn with me, in the eternal flame
Or would you take me to heaven and everything would change
Or would you turn your head and pass me by
Did you come here to live, or did you come here to die
Are you visiting hell or are you here to stay,
You don't have to stay here, you said you stopped being gay
You left me alone on earth to go to paradise
Will you leave me alone in hell, or will our love suffice
If you don't plan on leaving then burn with my desire
Let our hearts and souls burn in a lake of fire
All I know is that I'll

Love in a wheelchairI know you envy the birds in the air

Flying freely through the sky without a single care

The horses that run, freely through the field

Or the eagles in the sky moving without yield

You're thought you were rooted to the ground, for the rest of your days

No wings to carry you, through the depths of this maze

But before you shed a tear, or even let out a sigh

Put your hand in mine, and together we'll fly

Your legs refuse to move, yet your heart remains beating

Your spirit runs with the wind, though your body remains seating

Your soul spreads out, beyond the sun and moon

Every day your heart grows, like the flowers of June

Your love w

My maiden Society has a standard of cruelty that naturally establishes itself when social norms are in place. The eyes of the majority pierce through the hearts of the oppressed, of those who dare break those social norms. They use their stares and their words to bring others down, to drive them apart. Only in love can the downtrodden find strength, to connect with each other despite what society says. As they walk hand in hand, they can somehow find the strength to hold on to one another, despite the looks that they get. Through the trials they face, only those who truly love each other shall remain.

For me, love has been a constant struggl

Don't cryPlease don't cry
I apologize
for whatever I may have done
The sound of your cries
Brought on by my lies
That you were the only one
It won't be the same
If I see your pain
Rest your weeping head in my arm
Your tears fall like rain
Isn't it a shame
That I vowed to protect you from harm
But I hurt you
And you hurt too
That something that I forgot
I'll remain true
Like the sky remains blue
I won't let our love rot
Please don't cry
I deserve to die
For hurting you ever so much
I'll hold you tight
You don't need to wonder why
All you need to do is trust

Seeing me cry didn't hurt
When I lied in the dirt
And you let another woman take my place
The lipstick on your shirt
And the lies you unearthed
The ones you made straight to my face
Do you hear me sob
Was doing this

Why him?Should I bring you down instead of lift you up

Should I ignore you when you cry

Should I hurt you instead of heal you

Should I fail you when you try

Should I leave you all alone

When you need me more than ever

Should I never say I love you

And assume you'll love me forever

If not...

Then why him?

Goodbye Sophia I was handed a box with all of her words of purity and hope in it. They knew how close she was to me. How she'd have no one else know her last thoughts. Sophia was a writer. That was just who she was. The words were part of her. Whenever words were exchanged between us, she'd speak with a fluid understanding of them. Fluid, flowing, yet solid. Those words she would tell me gave me strength. Hearing her speak was like having my mind, ears and heart opened. Nothing could compare to the uplifting truthful words that she would utter on a daily basis. At times when I felt like ending it all, giving up, she could dig deep within her heart, and

Facebook Friends: Chaptor 2 Elise cried herself to sleep that night, in a state of shame and fear. She was afraid that her parents would no longer treat her the same way. That was a valid fear, because of how the responded. Her younger sister was concerned rather than disgusted. She feared for her sister's soul. That morning Elise felt disgusted with herself. No one spoke kindly or gently to her, they all sort of ignored her. Her parents were ashamed, but rather than directly attacking her, they quarreled amongst themselves. It was as if they blamed each other for their daughters sexuality. After eating breakfast, she and her sister went to school. On the way to her hi

I love youCry a tear for me,
And I'll pour you an ocean
Give me an ounce of your love,
And I'll give you my potion
Give me a second,
To give you a lifetime
And you won't run,
From the love that you find
Just a chance,
Is all I ask
To give you my love,
Put it in your grasp
If you take it,
You will find
Unconditional love,
And all that's mine
I won't ask,
You to change what you do
Just give me the chance,
To say "I love you"

Her maskPale skin, blush cheeks, red lips...
The masks they wore were pale as snow, hiding the spectrum of emotion that they all felt with their souls
It was as if they were marionettes...
Their eyes all looked the same, they were black, their eyelashes were done in an eloquent fashion, they never blinked, they just stared
All of them had a well maintained poker face...
Lips never quivering, eyes never blinking, never could you see them smile, cry, laugh, anything
These were the girls that I watched from afar...
I never bothered to approach them, for they are not alive, they show no signs of life, they never danced, they just walked
One girl drew me because of the markings on her mask...
A line of liquid ran down the face, it was clear, and it sparkled like crystals, It dripped down until it reached the bottom of her cheek, then dried up
I knew she was the one for me...
Her mask fell to the ground, beneath it lay a much more beautiful face, no shadows blocking out her eyes, and her lips were m

My WallI keep my money my things my wealth

Even the world i have made for myself

theres a whole nother world inside my mind

A one other people couldnt possibly find

My mom tells me to do what she says

My dad on the contrary says follow his ways

My teacher make me follow different commands

I cant possibly meet everyones demands

What does it matter it makes no difference here

My wall blocks society enemies and fear

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Her last wish

by ~extremerebirth1, Jun 5, 2012, 12:46:25 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Traditional Fixed Forms

One day her greatest wish came true
The footprints she left in the sand no longer there
A wish she was holding back all her life
She was finally lifted free from her nightmare

A wish that would take away all her pain
The minds that thought ill against her gone blank
A wish that would set her free
No one but herself to thank

The last wish she would ever conceive
The memories of her fading away like dust
A wish that would send her on her way
An unnecessary wish that she thought she must

A wish that she would finally have to herself
No one left to criticize her ways
A wish that would wipe her from this world
Gone from the world like the passing days

She didn't wake up the next morning
She didn't have any lungs to breathe
She didn't have a body to be struck
She didn't have the legs to leave
She didn't need to run to get away
She was already gone
There was no one to abuse her for her decision
No one to call her wrong

One day she made a wish
Then she never wished again
She wished for an end to thought and consciousness
To free her from the currents of the wind

The wish granted the morning after
No memories of her, no dismay
Even if her wish didn't erase their thought
They'd have no will for her to stay

Her wish would grant the will of the majority
That she would no longer be around
She wished never to cry again
Then she never made a sound

She wished she was never there
To annoy another soul
Who knew getting rid of herself
Was her only true goal

She cried herself to sleep for the last time
After she wished upon a star
No tears left on her bed sheets next morning
No one to give her another scar
I'll never know I why remember her
I was the only one to love her all along
I hold the final memories of a forgotten soul
The memories of someone that's gone

I just wonder what she wished for?

Her last wishby ~extremerebirth1

Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Traditional Fixed Forms

It's about a girl that wished upon a star

~0L50NJ4 Sep 26, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

I am this.

!!!!!!!!!!

~extremerebirth1 Sep 26, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

It was a tad dark

~0L50NJ4 Sep 26, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

Yes, but I understand it none the less.

~extremerebirth1 Sep 26, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

the feeling of wishing you we never born?

~0L50NJ4 Sep 30, 2012 Hobbyist General Artist

yep.
my whole darn life.

~HellzAssassin Sep 2, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

Very nice.

Great rhyming.

~extremerebirth1 Sep 2, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

thx

~HellzAssassin Sep 2, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

You're welcome.

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