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She mattersShe unloaded her pistol and untied her noose

She dropped her razor blades, threw them away too

She wiped up the blood that she had on her skin

She lifted her head up, ready to start again

She descended her heart to me like an angel from above

After holding on to life, she finally found love

Something changed inside her and she decided to live

She had heart a full of joy and a lot of love to give

She wiped away her tears and held a smile on her face

Now she's happy here with me and we found a better place

She thought no one would miss her, they'd just leave her be

Now she knows that she matters, because she matters to me

Little Girl, Little GirlShe was like the moon,
part of her was hidden away.
That small yearning to swoon
overwhelmed by heat of the day.

Little girl, little girl
why are you crying?
Inside your restless soul
your heart is dying.

In the end you were meant to run
from the absolute start,
to find the truth behind the 'fun'
and protect your fragile heart.

I know how it is my dear,
to have that doubt making fear.
To see the infinite lies
and eventual demise.

To become enraptured in want of truth
making you an almost too accurate sleuth.
But something has already changed,
as your heart has became deranged.

Because you've always seen them run away,
ins

AloneI'm not strong. I'm not brave.
I'm weak. I'm a coward.
Dont tell me I'm wrong
I know I'm not.

I'm really not OK. I cant pretend
I cant hide anymore
Its all too much
I'm crashing down hard.

I cant do it anymore
Its gotten to hard
Its gone too far
Cant you see?

She is Me.You're distancing yourself again
But I'm afraid she won't be following you this time
She can't 'Forgive and Forget'
She'll forgive because it's the right thing to do
But the scar will remain as a reminder

She doesn't want to be with the people who hurt her
Like you did
She doesn't want to get close to those who don't trust her
Like you do
She doesn't want to be betrayed again

Stop questioning her all the time
Maybe that's the reason she doesn't speak?
Not to get close to anyone
Not to let information leak
Not to have anyone know, what she has become

She's too fragile
Very soon she may break
Yet she still searches for someone

Burning Red"Burning Red"

I would like to believe people are good

And what they say is always true

But sometimes I wonder if I should

Have taken on the challenge of you

I don't believe in a lost cause

Though you may have proved me wrong

Because every now and then I pause

And wonder where all the love had gone

There were so many sleepless nights

Worrying about your well being

Meanwhile you never even tried

To care about how I was feeling

In time I know I'll be fine

As I pay attention more to me

And of course you selfish swine

Will only focus on your needs

I grew tired of cleaning up your mess

While most of what you said were lies

And to

CrayonsWe all have our own unique crayon colour
simple monochrome or vibrant rainbow
some of us bright others duller.
Though deep down inside we all glow.

We all have that potential
to achieve that deep down dream,
no matter how insignificant or essential,
To stand up strong and begin to gleam.

Though we may only be mere insignificant crayons,
made of paper like-clothes, simple dye and chunky wax,
easily showing how we aren't an eternally present canyon,
we can create beautiful art before we become bony sacks.

Though what of those who need different paper to show?
That white crayon who needs black paper to have purpose?
How can they ke

Dysfunctional"Dysfunctional"

Come now dear let's end this and make amends

Or at least can we have the courtesy to pretend?

Before the children start to blame themselves

Remember the vows made under church wedding bells?

Put down that knife and just talk to me

Why do our discussions need to be handled violently?

Your screaming is so loud the neighbors will complain

And do the neighborhood a favor by reporting our disdain

It was never this bad in the beginning of our love

Now our simple arguments turn to pushes and shoves

And slamming and breaking things all over the house

You're disturbing the pets; even the mouse

There's no where to sit; you

we were the best of friendsWe sat together in class,
Spent time with each other at break.
We always used to text,
I was always there for you
and you were always there for me.
We were the best of friends,
Laughing at almost anything.
Used to meet up at the weekends.
Have a laugh.
Then that all changed
Now your an ex best friend

What is beauty?Long, golden locks
blue eyes that shine
a perfect smile
slim body
she is barely there.
Is this beauty?

...

Raven dark hair,
snow white skin
ruby red lips
and rose coloured cheeks
a living midnight
Is this beauty?

...

Mahogany curls
falling down
violet jewels for eyes
voluptuous body
the bringer of life
Is this beauty?

...

A crimson cut
piercing glances
decorated skin
metal spikes in her ears
a moving art piece.
Is this beauty?

...

Silvery thread
gentle eyes
a smile that travels

In Spirit"In Spirit"

I faded away into a dream

Of you and I and our favorite place

And I waited there until it seemed

There were no more stars to trace

I patiently stayed where you always told me

Was your favorite place to play as kids

Where we let our fears float down stream

Where I could always find you if you hid

Beneath the tree of solace by the brooks

I would wait and you'd always show

No matter how long it ever took

Even if it became twenty below

The one place we could count on

If one of our lives went awry

Where we would talk until dawn

Where we would laugh and cry

And everyday we would meet here

Under branches that sway

As k

Better Than Me.I loved you more than anything,
Seeing you with them it kills me,
I wish I could forget about you,
Live my life and start anew,
The thought of us being together rips at my heart,
It tears at my entire being slowly killing me,
My eyes are a constant waterfall of sadness,
My life has become a constant battle to stay alive,
A never ending struggle for my own sanity,
I have to stop trying to die and just live,
But I gave you everything I had to give,
Now you have found someone new,
Someone who is better than me,
Someone who can give you what you deserve,
I was never good enough,
Just leave me to cry,
Leave my face,
I am nothing

RebirthThe ravage comes to plea defeat,
Pride's old throne, an empty seat.
Once inked paper now found bare,
As my muse's whispers now turn rare.

Questions sent to looming corners,
Treading blindly to tear down barriers.
I must look like the losing warrior,
Thrust in battle without an armor.

Inspirations seeped from dry wells,
Like squeezing flame from a million hells.
The spill of flow embedded in night,
My soul's sanctuary trapped in fright.

The stars of hope flicker far,
Watching me grovel in this hour.
A fool I was to deafly pretend,
A blank canvas would never descend.

Yet in these spells of solid bind,
Are plenty gold and treasu

I am sorryI am sorry I was the one who let go

I am sorry I was the one who let you fall

I am sorry I wasn't there to catch you

I am sorry I wasn't yours at all

I am sorry I was too busy

I am sorry I didn't give

I am sorry I didn't care

I am sorry you didn't live

I am sorry you couldn't make it

I am sorry you went away

I am sorry, I am sorry

That's all what I have to say

Bullet1.
2..
3...
4....

I count the dripping
Lines on my arm

1.
2..
3...
4....

Now the pills
Sitting in my hand

1.

Dont forget the bullet
Lonely in my gun

5.....
6......
7.......
8........

Adding a few lines
My picture perfect end

5.....
6......
7.......
8........

Add a few pills
Who said it had to hurt?

1.

Still the lonely
Bullet in my gun

9.........
10.........
11..........
12...........
13............

The lines perfect
Puddle below is growing

9.........
10.........
11..........
12...........
13............

The pills perfect
Thrown into my mouth

1.

Click, boom.
The bullet leaves my gun.

ImagineI watched you sitting there, in front of the window, alone
with the scent of night, as if you were caught in
a moonbeam spider web, alone
with pen and paper

I love to watch you
writing left-handed,
as if your words needed protection
With this absent-minded look
in your ocean blue eyes
which see more than all the others see - maybe
they see things more clearly, or rather
they see them how they really are

I love to watch you
breathing life into dead things
and turning sentences into melodies
How you´re able to give the little things significance
and write down what life keeps quiet about
You can make the stones cry and
bring a smile on th

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She's gone

by ~extremerebirth1, Jun 4, 2012, 10:18:50 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Traditional Fixed Forms

She couldn't keep her head up
She couldn't keep the gun down
She couldn't keep her hopes high
Now she never makes a single sound

She couldn't help but feel weak
She couldn't hold on for a day longer
No one to wipe the tears from her face
No one to make her feel stronger

Now she's gone

Like a ghost train bound for nowhere

Gone

Like a whisper of smoke rising towards the sky

Gone like a shadow passing through an empty hallway

And nothings going to bring her back

She couldn't keep a smile on her face
She couldn't dry her tears
She couldn't go on with life knowing
She's never felt love in years

She couldn't help but feel helpless
She tried to hold on for one more day
But her grip on life was slipping
Now she's on her way

Now she's gone

Like a single heart engulfed in flames leaving nothing left

Gone

Like a single smile that faded into a frown

Gone to where the tears don't fall and where she's loved

And nothings going to bring her back

She's goneby ~extremerebirth1

Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Traditional Fixed Forms

dont kill yourself,

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=anjourekloos Jun 11, 2012 General Artist

wonderfully written, with a subject that is heartbreaking.

~extremerebirth1 Jun 11, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

thank you

~onlyforyou123 Jun 6, 2012 Student General Artist

I read the title, and I thought about my friend immediately. She killed herself in late march. It's so sad. I love this poem(:

~extremerebirth1 Jun 6, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

thak you

~Milkfist Jun 5, 2012 Student Photographer

When life doesn't provide and you feel your world can come to an end.
It would seem like there's more on the other side, so you end your life then and there.

It's sad but true to some.
May all be inspired to live on regardless of what they have and what they don't have.

Contentment, surround all lives.

Beautiful piece

~extremerebirth1 Jun 5, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

so glad you feel that way

~VicariouSoul Jun 5, 2012 Professional Writer

I wrote a She's-gone-like piece too just recently, lol. And yeah, this is great. Some things in here I read are rather cliche lines BUT other parts of the poem I really enjoyed. It was interesting and the flow was persistent.

~extremerebirth1 Jun 5, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

thx

~VicariouSoul Jun 5, 2012 Professional Writer

No problem.

~NeverTheStar Jun 5, 2012 Student General Artist

I really like this. But,the poem is about a girl who commits suicide. and in the description it says don't kill yourself. Isent that a tad contradictory?
I'm not loved on earth,but I think I wouldn't be loved anywhere elce either. But anywhere...must be better then here.

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