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I hate the fact that I love youI love you whether you like it or not
And I don't like the way you race through my thoughts
I don't need to look just to see
You and I weren't meant to be
I hope you understand, I hope you believe
Even though your gone, You'll never really leave
If you felt the same way I feel about you
You would hate it as much as I do
I will love you until the end of time
There's no such thing as "Out of sight, Out of mind"
I wish my love wasn't this true
I hate the fact that I love you
I love youCry a tear for me,
And I'll pour you an ocean
Give me an ounce of your love,
And I'll give you my potion
Give me a second,
To give you a lifetime
And you won't run,
From the love that you find
Just a chance,
Is all I ask
To give you my love,
Put it in your grasp
If you take it,
You will find
And all that's mine
I won't ask,
You to change what you do
Just give me the chance,
To say "I love you"
JamieIf I die before I wake, tell Jamie I love her
If my time comes, early and unexpected, tell her my final thoughts
If I shed any tears, give them to her
If my blood spills on this ground, give her my heart, so she can see her reflection in it
If my heart breaks before it aches, tell Jamie I loved her
When my feet won't let me stand, and my legs refuse to carry me, give her this message
If my bones break, give them to her
If my soul melts right in front of her, give her at least a single drop of me, there is enough love for her in each
Tell her not to try and understand, she'll never grasp how much I love her
My maiden Society has a standard of cruelty that naturally establishes itself when social norms are in place. The eyes of the majority pierce through the hearts of the oppressed, of those who dare break those social norms. They use their stares and their words to bring others down, to drive them apart. Only in love can the downtrodden find strength, to connect with each other despite what society says. As they walk hand in hand, they can somehow find the strength to hold on to one another, despite the looks that they get. Through the trials they face, only those who truly love each other shall remain.
For me, love has been a constant struggle against society and the premeditated standard that we're expected to follow. At least for me, when the look in her eyes pierces through my soul, those standards go right out the window; at least for me. I fell in love with the forbidden fruit of society, a love that was never meant to be. However, somehow someway, I was determined to make it work.
Who will suicide hurt?Empty and cold inside
Is this all that's left
This narration inside my mind
The ability to have these thought is the only thing keeping me alive
What would it be without them
No pain to think about
Nothing to worry about
I wouldn't need to cry anymore
I'd still be empty, but atleast I wouldn't have to know it
I can't cry anyway
There are no tears left inside
It's like my sorrow is too much to express
But would others cry
What about my parents, my friends, my one true love, would they cry
My parents wouldn't shed a tear
I have to friends to shed tears for me
For me, there exists no one true love
There is no lover to shed a tear for me
I was scared I'd hurt someone, but there is no one to hurt
If there is no one to shed a tear for me, than why should I shed a tear for myself
Let our love carry usWe're nailed to the floor
Alone and begging for freedom
Hoping, wasting away, and running in place
Against currents, winds, and against ourselves
Don't run against me
We're afraid to be alone
But not by choice, we already are
Choosing to crawl, choosing to walk
On ground beneath, and ground above
Lets choose something different
Lets choose to soar
Above the sun and moon
To the place where our hearts are free
To a place where we have nothing but each other
Lets give our hearts wings
Hard enough to fly
Soft enough to comfort
Softer than the petal of a flower
But harder than the stone of a mountain
Let our love carry us to tranquility
She's goneShe couldn't keep her head up
She couldn't keep the gun down
She couldn't keep her hopes high
Now she never makes a single sound
She couldn't help but feel weak
She couldn't hold on for a day longer
No one to wipe the tears from her face
No one to make her feel stronger
Now she's gone
Like a ghost train bound for nowhere
Like a whisper of smoke rising towards the sky
Gone like a shadow passing through an empty hallway
And nothings going to bring her back
She couldn't keep a smile on her face
She couldn't dry her tears
She couldn't go on with life knowing
She's never felt love in years
She couldn't help but feel helpless
She tried to hold on for one more day
But her grip on life was slipping
Now she's on her way
Now she's gone
Like a single heart engulfed in flames leaving nothing left
Like a single smile that faded into a frown
Gone to where the tears don't fall and where she's loved
And nothings going to bring her back
Blind BeautyI don't want you to ever have doubt about yourself
I love you just the way you are
Your eyes are just like two bright beautiful diamonds
They may not function, but they're sure pretty to look at
Sometimes you feel lost, and unsteady, like your going to fall
Take my hand, let me be everything you don't have
You're accustomed to seeing nothing but darkness
But when I see you all I can see is light
You shine on me in a way your eyes won't let you see
And I can't find the words to describe
Some people have perfectly good eyes
But can't see people suffer
With no eyesight at all, you can still see into my soul
You guided me through, no matter how much misery I felt
Your heart gives you the clearest sight of all
You obviously don't need eyes, to see into my heart
Don't say goodbyeI know your leaving, but tell me your not
Don't say goodbye or I'll be distraught
You know and I know it wasn't meant to be
But just say that tomorrow you'll be there with me
I know the truth, it will cause no confusion
But for now let me hold on to mt frail delusion
Tomorrow I'll miss the touch of your kiss
But lie to me today, because ignorance is bliss
Tell me you'll be there by my side
What ever you do don't say goodbye
Talk about our future that we'll never see
But leave the disappointment, save it for me
We could talk about the love from the days of our youth
We'll talk about anything except for the truth
You've already got the best of me
Now make me believe your be lying next to me
Before you leave there's something you got to know
Don't tell me this is the last time I'll ever get to hold you in my arms, because if you do, I'll never let you go
Betrayed.I used to feel you,
You were close to me my love,
But not anymore.
For you see my dear,
You betrayed my heart and soul,
Now shattered in shards.
You've made me fragile,
You've taken away my strength,
Now I've lost myself.
And you are not here,
Leaving me for another,
What did I do wrong?
I miss and hate you,
You've hurt me but my love's strong,
You torture me still.
My love is fading,
No more than a memory,
I am now healing.
I've found someone new,
Someone that's sound and loyal,
Your opposite, 'love'.
QuestionsHave you ever felt lost?
Abandoned by the friends you've crossed.
You're tired and drained,
numb to the pain...
Have you ever wanted to die?
To leave this cold world behind.
One last step till you fall,
giving up on it all...
Have you ever weaved a web of lies?
Behind fake smiles you hide.
Ran out of tears to shed,
inside, you're already dead...
Have you ever cut into your flesh?
Haunted by rogue thoughts of death.
Your fate decided by a list.
How did it come to this?...
Have you ever laughed to conceal
the crippling hurt you feel?
Always saying you're fine
as you cover up the signs...
Have you ever pushed your friends away?
shut them out, swore you were okay.
scared to trust anyone,
a past you can't outrun...
The StarThe beautiful Sun rises on the horizon
like a lullaby of beauty and hope to a fractured soul
The Sun sings her poetry
and the injuries hurt a little less
The Sun whispers her enchantment
then my sorrow's fury calms down
The Sun radiates her smile
then my loneliness shrinks and hides in a corner
The beautiful Star persists in fighting the shadows of empty
She burns full of Belief, Beauty and Creation
She is an antidote to despair
The glow that emanates from her is a reminder that there is still light outside
One Last SongThey didn't see the signs.
They should've read between the lines.
Her lifestyle they scorned,
and for this reason, they mourned...
She suffered in silence.
Her sorrow, a cadence.
With her life they had gambled,
but with her world in shambles,
they had gone all-in and lost.
They should've known the cost...
In front of the grave, a boy thought of the girl he'd forsaken.
He wished this was a nightmare from which he'd awaken.
He was her high-school sweetheart,
but they had drifted apart.
Once he had left her alone,
the suicidal thoughts found a home...
On her guitar, sad notes she played,
whilst overhead, a noose had swayed.
From quivering lips, she sang one last time.
Shutting out a million thoughts, she managed a rhyme...
"Mother, father, I have a confession...
This song shall never be completed,
for I battled with depression,
and depression succeeded..."
We'll Remember You We'll remember you,
Day by day,
Day by night,
Night by night,
You shall not forget,
The love ones by your side,
You're not alone,
No matter what.
I'll remember you,
You'll remember me,
Time will pass,
But I'll remember you because you're my one and only true thing to me,
You're my sister,
No matter what,
You're part of my family,
In my heart.
Got it memorized?
...of course you do..
Where's the End? Where is it,
The life line that goes off,
The path that ends our lives,
Where is it?
I can't image one thing,
I can't tell if we're living the same life again,
I can't tell if our lives are at the end,
I can't tell if there isn't even an end,
I can't tell whether I die already,
I can't tell if this is the same life...
Or is this a different life...?
Where's the end,
Where's the mark of death for me,
Where's the end of world,
If there even was a end,
The world would still live,
Everyone has to realize,
Whether they are looking at the past,
As we go through our lives,
Or are we living the real life?
I can't tell...are we being here controlled?
Or are we living in our memories again...
I don't know...because I think I'm living in my memories again...
Secrets and Promises Secrets and Promises
never to be spoken
never to be broken
HurtIt hurts so much I cannot speak,
I think my feelings are at its peak.
I cannot feel anything right now,
I don't know why or how.
All I know is that I'm hurting,
all I know is that I feel like crying.
Everything is wrong,
why can't everyone just get along?
Now I don't know what I'm feeling,
I think a part of me is dying.
I Still Love YouI'm sorry I'm not perfect
I'm sorry I can only try
But it hurts when you get angry
And you don't say why
You look at me in tears
Sometimes you almost shout
The frustration you bring upon me
The anger you bring out
I'm mad because I care
I want nothing more than to see you smile
I just want to help
And believe me
I'll be here a while
When you cry
My eyes tear at the seams
When you're sad
Rain clouds haunt my dreams
But when you laugh or smile
My lips curl up too
You still just make me so happy, I only wish I could express
How much I still love you.
You and mePromise me that you'll be true
And I'll promise the same thing two
There's no limit to the things I'll do
Just you and me and me and you
We can make it if we try
And sore above the midnight sky
I'll be with you till the day I die
Just me and you and you and I
Your the one I can always trust
My love for you won't turn to dust
Come with me, I know you must
It's only we, It's only us
I need you to fill my heart with glee
I'll stay with you, if you don't flee
My love can take you where the eyes can't see,
Just me and you and you and me
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